First of all, thanks to Fena for hosting my domain for free I plan to not waste the space you’ve shared to me. I just hope I get to write here often, even if I know no one really cares to read my blog.

Lately, I’ve been feeling lazy towards work. To resign or not? I feel so useless. I’m not sure if I ever want to work anymore. But if I don’t work, what am I supposed to do? Is this only a phase I’m going through? Ahh! I’m so confused

I’ve been sickly as well for the past weeks. The week before, I got the flu. No its not the A(H1N1) flu Its just the seasonal flu or according to my doctor its just acute bronchitis due to allergic rhinitis. Yes, my nose is sensitive. I just sniff a strong perfume scent and I start sneezing non-stop. When I start sneezing or when I get the colds, its a signal to my mother that my room needs cleaning because there might be dust around that causes my sneezing *lol* Now, I’m having a hard time pooping. It started last Friday, its not funny anymore because one time there was blood already I’m not forcing it out though, my stomach aches and I feel like pooping but I have a hard time “releasing” it I have drank laxatives (Dulcolax) and even drank prune juice but those didn’t help “soften” my stool. I’m now traumatized that I don’t want to eat anything that might upset my stomach. I decided to self-medicate since I read some information on the Internet, but if self-medicating for a week doesn’t help then I have no choice but to consult a doctor. I hope its not that serious that needs to undergo any operation.

Ok so I couldn’t take it anymore… last Wednesday and decided to see the doctor about my “health problem” True enough, the cause of my problems is my irregular bowel movement. You see, I don’t get to “release” everyday which any normal person would. And because of this my poop is “harder” than usual that’s why I’m having a hard time. The gastroenterologist suggested to monitor everything for a week, if the bleeding doesn’t stop then he might do proctoscopy or a colonoscopy on me. So far, the bleeding has stopped and last Friday I was able to poop four times but it was still hard for me because I can still feel pain every time I “release”.

I’m off to do research on how to achieve regular bowel movement so that I don’t have to experience what I just experienced for the past week anymore.

3 Responses to “Site, Work, Sickness”

1. Rachel says:

   July 10, 2009 at 1:07 pm

   I got sicked also =<
2. abumelt says:

   September 19, 2009 at 12:05 am

   I get what you mean. I feel useless at work too. Also, for bowel movement problems, you can try C-lium fiber. it works well. (and no, I’m not being paid to advertise it )

   -meL
3. Lei says:

   September 25, 2009 at 7:36 pm

   Hi Mel I’m actually taking C-lium fiber every morning during breakfast