I have blogged about this before, and I just thought I’d blog it again since this is how I always feel.

“Sometimes you just can’t tell someone how you feel. Not because you don’t trust them & not because they will think that you’re weird. But because you can never really find the right words to make them understand. It makes you frustrated. People take things 100 different ways, & that’s why it’s so hard.”

That’s exactly why I prefer to express myself through writing/blogging. I couldn’t care less on what people will think of me this way. People who know me may see me as this “mababaw” person. And sometimes certain people think they got me all analysed- that they actually “know” me. I try so hard to change the way they think of me, I try so hard to show them that “Hey, you’re wrong about me!” I don’t know if I’m at fault for giving them the impression they have of me or they’re wrong for assuming. Honestly, I do not know their impression of me. I can just feel that I have to prove something to them. Or maybe… I’m just paranoid.

Realization: When you have to start justifying, you are basically admitting that you are wrong.